I rested this morning after posted my morning posts..as was so sad and tense..i refer this on one of my previous post of this morning, you can check out them, yes you are my friends, guests and if so free to comment on what you want or feel to 
I always love to chatt with you, doesn't matter the post where you comment, as this one is the 5th already today 
cz i'm home yeha and will be next days resting, having fun here and going to a cinemma and so to distract my mind and improve my mood.
As i'm still so tense 
while dish-washing i broke a plate and cutted my hand 
..cz i exploded in silence only breaking 1 plate, just i hurted myself it cutted my hand 
and the blood isn't stopping, maybe I need to go to a Hospital. I photographed how's my hand now:
I must add that my mood is improving for the better by now though not 100% yet , anyway i'm feeling already very calm, as was great had some rest this morning
Thank you all for your support, love and care ...Aw, and the HUGS on my previous post about my sadness, and on others posts, you're are all lovely and warm people, indeed: TRUE FRIENDS that i love too much 
BIG HUGS2U ALL XXXX
Kiki 
ADD: I already went to a Hospital nearby and they did 2 stitches on my wound, so it's all OK by now
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jackfrost
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 04:25:57 pm
Hi dear Jack
Aw, i know, but i feel you warm hugs you bet on it
And as i rested and i'm so much more calm, i already went for a walk after went to the Hospital, they did 2 stitches on my wound..on my hand, so it's OK, i'm tyoing mostly w/my right hand, cz don't want to open the stitches, but i'm feeling much better as i already told my dad that i was feeling in the redline/limit so he please let me in peace and no shouts at home cz i hate it as i don't shout to none, it's rude in my oppinion. And i love him very much, so he is respecting me and is very quite..indeed maybe is worried bcz he saw how i exploded in silence hurting my hand, but now is everything calm
OH LOL TELEATHY cz i just posted a Garfield movie too!
But this one you offer me is sooooooo funny
Thank you very much, hahahahaaaaaaaaa, yes laughs are the best medicine too
Yes with the music i even sundanced too -
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safriz
- http://www.conspiror.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 03:23:28 pm
kiss you better?
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 04:31:41 pm
A kiss is always wellcome
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jenray
Pro - http://www.jenniferhunter.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 03:43:41 pm
If it doesn't stop bleeding, Kiki, you may need a stitch or two in it...take care of it, sweet thing, bad cuts take a long time to heal on the hand because difficult to keep dry...big hugs...XXX
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 04:39:48 pm
Hi J.
Yes, i'm arriving home, because as wasn't stop bleeding i went to a Hospital nearby and they did indeed 2 stitches on the wound. Thank you very much J., and i already talked with my dad as i hate shouts, i don't do it to none, i think it's rude shout to others, or shout nonsenses, and he is very quite, understood me, as saw how i was nervous and though he didn't ask me apologises is as if he did being so quite, i know him very well...i just don't understand this behaviour towards me sometimes, well maybe as i'm the one with whom he has more confidence he thinks that with me he can shout and say nonsenses, just can't think like that...and i told him so, he must realize that we have limits in our emotions.
I'm very calm now, i had a tea to calm down, rested and the bits i was here and now will be, i'm reading jokes and poems so i have fun and i distract my mind as blogging is a very good therapy
BIG HUGS2U2 J. and thank you very much XXXX
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jenray
Pro
- http://www.jenniferhunter.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 06:54:07 pm
Glad to hear you went and had your hand treated...be careful with it now, Kiki...it needs to be kept dry...do you have the gloves that come with hair dyeing kits...they're very useful if you've a cut on your hand for keeping it completely dry...glad you had a word with your dad...maybe he's worried about something, and shouts at the person, as you say, he most trusts, but it's very hard on you...I know I've been through it with somebody in my past...and it's very disturbing, so hope it stops now...great big hugs, Kiki, and glad you've calmed down now...XXX
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-15 @ 01:36:20 am
Yes, i have those gloves, and great idea you gave me because when i need i wear it
Thank you very much J.
I'm glad i talked with him, as now he is very quite, and as i was so stressed i think it was good for us to have a talk. Yes, it disturbs me a lot, though i'm used to it as i know he does that because i'm the person in which he trusts most to shout or fight when he wants to, so after i told him to stop he didn't say a word yet. I'm feeling mucch better, as i slept till few moments ago and soon i'l sleep again
Thank you very much dear J.
Big Hugs2u2-
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jenray
Pro
- http://www.jenniferhunter.co.uk
- 2007-12-15 @ 10:07:16 am
Very happy to know that the gloves worked...and also that you talked to your Dad...I hope your life together now improves...great big hugs and lots of love...sweet dreams...XX
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-15 @ 10:31:41 am
Thank you very much dear J.
Yes, i have been re-reading some very good poems, and now i'm going to sleep..try too, yes with sweet dreams Thanks 
Yes, is improving
Love2you too J. and Big Hugs back2you
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- cishanjia
- 2007-12-14 @ 06:22:52 pm
Huggles. Look after your hand.
(You broke a plate bear-fisted? Wow, you really DO do taekwondo!!!)
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-14 @ 06:34:24 pm
I really DID TAEKWANDO with that plate
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- 2007-12-14 @ 10:33:10 pm
oh nooooooooooo......poor Kiki.....
OW!! yes....you're all worried and stressed out..... hope you have an early night and get some good rest tonight....hugsxxxx-
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-15 @ 01:30:39 am
Yes, i guess i'm very stressed out, today was really one of those days!!! I slept till few moments ago, to add i'm getting a flu
and i'm having a mug warm milk, but i feel much better Are too much worries yes sometimes, and as i never complain and I never say nothing, one day i " blow up " LOL..like today..we are humans!
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- 2007-12-15 @ 09:19:57 am
I'm the same .....put up with a lot and then one day.......BANG!!!!!!
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-15 @ 09:40:53 am
I didn't sleep all night dear Rosie
I'l sleep by day yes, but by now am distracting myself here online, reading poems, chatting and so
I'm waiting Ed's dad news as they rushed last night to the hospital cz were called as he was fading away as i was told. I hope is all fine but still waiting news.
OOOOOOOh i'm like that!
In portuguese we use to say: " Ate' que me salte a tampa " it means that one day yes we explode everything in one moment!
Yehaaaaaaaaa butterfly stitches LOOOOOOOL this hurts a bit
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- 2007-12-15 @ 05:44:20 pm
oh no....more sleepless nights...
hope you make up for it tonight with a good one....butterfly stitches are made with plasters.....dont hurt!!....hope your hand is ok....Tattoo is now ITCHY...but Usky warned me this would happen.....it looks fine though.....-
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-16 @ 10:38:52 am
Oh dear Lo but i slept yesterday during the day and the whole night
i'm feeling great And is everything calm as i had a talk wmy dad.
Ah, now i see what it is
Your tattoo must burn yet and yes must be itchy..but i'm having deas too about do a very tiny tattoo too LOL; i'm sure you're going to do another tattoo soon -
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- 2007-12-16 @ 12:43:12 pm
hmmmm.....not until something else very special and meaningful comes to me.....though a red field poppy on my shoulder blade with long delicate stalk and beautiful leaves down my back sounds very appealing......
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-16 @ 12:52:00 pm
Red poppies are beautiful, i love it too, but that sounds a big tattoo
wich means that will really hurts LOL
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- 2007-12-16 @ 03:05:04 pm
I dont think it hurts so much on some of the back.....I think some places are more painful than others...Where I had mine done it was definitely more painful at the tail end than the tip of the wing end
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-17 @ 12:07:08 pm
OUCH
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- 2007-12-17 @ 07:09:18 pm
yes...look pretty there!
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-18 @ 03:53:05 am
That's it i'l do it there..i'm only afraid of it but can't be worst than a dentist LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL isn't it???
So yes, i'l began the New Year with a dolphin on my tummy down my tummy on its side yes will be lovely
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- 2007-12-18 @ 11:15:57 am
it will look lovely ! will hurt too!!
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-21 @ 03:56:51 pm
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL yes painting a dolphin in blue must huts like hell
GEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ No way then!
Isn't worst than a dentis..thing is my dentis is a new one and really nuts
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ganesharocks
- http://yogini.blog.ca
- 2007-12-15 @ 03:44:25 pm
I hope Ed is doing OK now KK! And what were you doing trying to cut off your hand? I'm glad you got it looked after though and its healing now.
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kiki2u
- http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk
- 2007-12-16 @ 10:40:44 am
Oh i was washing my plates
but is all fine now; i know that Ed's parents were called this last night too to be by him as he was very weak! I don't know more news yet.
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Wish i could be there to give you a hug....one of those days today eh
i hope you start to feel...well like this.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=BgvV8_F2ny0&feature=related